Guess who is now a Blackberry Boy? Oh wait, the whole "blackberry boy" thing may not exist outside of India. BUT ANYWAYS, I OWN A BLACKBERRY 9300! I went and bought it yesterday, and now, I finally understand how everyone's always on their Blackberrys (or is it Blackberries?).

Do any of you guys have BBM? I'd love to add you. Message me if you'd like my pin. 

I'll write a proper post once I have something interesting to talk about, promise. x
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More than sometimes, actually. In fact, this is one of the things I get really paranoid about. I'm terrified of being forgotten because it's happened so many times that I really don't think I'll be able to handle yet another repetition. That's why I work so hard to maintain my friendships. If I don't talk enough to someone at school, I make sure we talk on the phone at some point of time in the week so our chain's unbreakable, so to say.

Ahh, I love it when someone makes my day. I can't tell you exactly how, because I don't know how myself. But I'll give you an example. There are these moments ALL the time when I get really pissed off by my mother. I call my best friend, and if she's free to talk, she somehow magically changes my mood. I'm laughing & thinking about 90210 and Glee instead of thinking about how screwed up the arrangement of my family is. 

Anyways, good night! x

Listening to: The Shield and The Sword- Clare Maguire
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I enjoy every minute of it.


Haven't got anything to tell you today, so good night. (: 
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that perches in the soul,
and sings the tune- without the words, 
and never stops at all.

and sweetest in the gale is heard, 
and sore must be storm
that could abash the little bird
that kept so many warm.

i've heard it in the chillest land,
and on the strangest sea.
yet, never, in extremity
it asked a crumb of me.

-hope, emily dickinson

Gorgeous poetry, don't you think? Completely irrelevant to this post, but I saw this & felt like posting it.

Anyways, do you ever have those moments when you feel really pretty? Just, out of nowhere, for a couple of moments (or maybe longer than that) you feel really safe in your own skin. You like your appearance. You like your personality. You're at ease with yourself. Well, I do. And it feels absolutely fantastic. 
But unfortunately, it only happens when I think someone ELSE thinks I'm pretty. I need compliments to feel great about myself, and that's what sucks.

G'night. x
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it's so hot! and normally i wouldn't mind, but we haven't got summer break yet so we must suffer the heat in stuffy uniforms.
well, my parents are out of town for a week which means i am free to roam as i please. friends' houses all week, for sure. normally it's hard for me to go places because the car's always with the businessman that is my stepdad (i live half an hour from all of my friends, btw). so this week should be pretty fantastic. 

ahh don't you think ariana grande is amazing? i'm in love with her voice! she did this amazing mashup of born this way & madonna's express yourself. 

currently listening to: u + me = by dan black
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